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hi...i am bored.....making a scrap book..... i love this website...let's see....wat do i have on my mind??
oh....my "boyfriend"...aldolfo....he has an ex-girl named dianna...OMG!!!
why won't she x-cept that aldolfo doesn't like her anymore? LMFAO at her!!!! But why is he playing games wit ma emotions???? ANYONE HAVE ADVICE...HELP ME PLEASE!!!!
A Movie night. Funnnn. [:
Mr. Magoriums Wonder Emporium. That was a cute show. Natalie Portman and Justin Batemen. Never heard of Him before though. Oh well. ill google him. iMDb. Kinda cool actually. Popcorn till i practially choked it up.
No new pictures from it though so heres one of a funnish day from one of my previuos adventures. It's a camp thing. My first REAL camping trip with Tasia krytsal and Kaejay
Anyways, that's it for now, so check it out tommorrow. [:
Ginger Cat is her name and she is very much a part of our family. She fits in just fine here as she loves her food! Hmm. The Daddy of the house took a lot of persuading as he insisted she lived along the road and wasn't our responsibility which, was true to a point. Except her owners have proved time and time again, that they are totally irresponsible as pet owners, as I have discovered, so rather than reporting them for being negligent, Ginger Cat stays here every night and has a fabulous meal, every day along with fresh water.
The wee lamb was so adoreable tonight, as she had obviously never seen a Christmas Tree or decorations before, by her reaction. I swallowed the lump inmy throat and had to reassure her, it was okay. She did a very slow dance towards the tree and sniffed the decorations very warily.she lay down on the top of the t.v. and started to chew the red garland that was laid there. Awwww my poor baby. We assured her it was all cool. She is now cosied up cuddling in to the back of my wee treasure.
So glad that this is now the weekend. No hassles, No stress, Yeahhh, It's Fabulous and I'm feeling contented. Waheyyyy. lol. Fingers crossed for tonight's lottery. Roll on the time I can own my own cattery and take care of all the strays that need a happy, cosy home.The Mama is waiting. xxx
So yesterday i went to babysit. mrs. thompson told me she would be back by 9:30 so i thought 'no biggie, i can make it to kelsey's by then'. so 9:30 came, then 10:00, and then 10:30 finally she showed up them. i'm really pissed by then that she hadn't showed up on time. so i get my money and get out of there.
I sprinted down to the basement where my parents were and was like 'can we go?' my mom didn't even look at me 'no it's too late' anger immediately filled me. i marched up the steps and slammed my door. it wasn't a very good place to be held up in, especially when ur pissed as hell. i tried pacing but i could only take two steps. so i turned to swearing my head off.
i think i dropped the f-bomb 25 times, shit=12, and bitch=20. I thought i couldn't get any angrier but then my dad came to talk to me. How fucking stupid are they?? I'm raging mad to begin with, what makes them think that talking to me right then will help matters. His lecture was just about how selfish it was of me to expect that they would drive me,how he heated the car for a half hour for me, how i hurt their feelings,etc,etc.
The whole thing was just a load of bull shit. It took all the self control i had to not slap him in his face, call him a condescending fucker, or slam the door on is stupid face. I was gripping the door and the arm of my director's chair so tightly that i thought i would snap both of them. I held so tight that my knuckles were white. I tried my hardest to keep my face composed but my bottom lip was quivering, and my eyes were tearing up. I bet my hatred was spread across my face, and i don't care. I hate showing weakness and to have him of all people see that what he said affected me. For all i know he probably thought i was crying from guilt, not the fact that i wanted to spock him in the alcohol-damaged liver.
I cried so hard that night. i don't think i've ever hated two people so much in my life.
Well.... It's 11:34 pm here in Kansas City, Missouri on the day of Friday, December 7 SouthPark is about 2 cum on......so TTYL...!!! byeyas folks!!!
Dear Readers,
I like to start off my journals as if everyday I make an entry and go on a certain topic that I have been talking about for days even weeks. I wait impatiently to see who sent me comments. I read my previous journal entrys to get an idea in my head. I think to myself, "Will this be the day I get a pen-pal?" ,or, "Can I write a book about this?"
My heart dribbles like a basketball on a freshly polish court when I think of the man I love. Mannuel Ledezma!We call him Manny or Mo Mo for short.He makes my skin quiver and my tongue swell up every time he walks by me or talks to me or even when he looks at me. Girls in my class are all over him, including me as well. There is this girl in my class, T as she prefers it, who likes him a lot and really likes to talk to him. I wish I could be like her who takes the risk of talking to guys she likes. I can't do that at all. Like I said, my tongue swells up. I dedicate this journal entry to her. My best friend!
- Selina
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